So I gritted my teeth and made phone calls yesterday until I found a new doctor. And they even made an appointment for me the same day. She’s a CNP which I actually prefer to an MD. They work under the supervision of an MD but they usually are more relaxed and have time to address every issue. I didn’t want to forget to talk about all my issues so I’d made a list.

So yay I’m back on the wellbutrin! Dopamine how I’ve missed you. Here’s hoping I’m taking it in time for it to counteract the explosive nightmare depression-episode-inducing pms I’ve been having the last few months since being off of it.

The only bad bit about being with a new doc is they don’t really appreciate what I’ve accomplished this past year. Yes I have a good ways to go but losing 40 pounds is a big big deal. The fact that I don’t drink regular cokes, try to stay under 21 grams of fat a day, and eat generally much healthier (not to mention the quitting smoking) is a great accomplishment! I just gotta work on drinking the water and getting exercise.

Guys you may not want to read this so cover your eyes. But this must be said. Those plastic speculums….owie!