9:28 pm
Monday
Apr 12
LAYER ONE:
– Name:
Noelle
– Birth date:
July 2, 1972 (7/2/72)
– Birthplace:
St Vincent’s Hospital, Birmingham, Alabama
– Current Location:
West Mesa Suburbs, Albuquerque, New Mexico
– Eye Color:
Hazel
– Hair Color:
sort of a bright ginger atm, a few grey hairs the dye didn’t cover
– Height:
Five feet, two and a half inches or 1.67695 meters
– Righty or Lefty:
righty
– Zodiac Sign:
cancer
LAYER TWO:
– Your heritage:
English, Dutch, Irish, Cherokee
– The shoes you wore today:
none! ha!
– Your weakness:
french fries, smart men with light eyes, Jimmy Page guitar riffs (I feel so tacky!)
– Your fears:
pain, embarassment, death
– Your perfect pizza:
crispy thin crust, fresh tomatoes, lotsa herbs and whole roasted garlic cloves
– Goal you’d like to achieve:
I’d like to lose 100 more pounds
LAYER THREE:
– Your most overused phrase on AIM:
lol
– Your first waking thoughts:
what time is it
– Your best physical feature:
my skin
– Your most missed memory:
smoochies on my cheek from Nana, inhaling a good cigarette, feeling ’safe’
LAYER FOUR:
– Pepsi or Coke:
fresca
– McDonald’s or Burger King:
love those mcdonald’s fries but the bk burgers are better.
– Single or group dates:
dates with my husband and our dog
– Adidas or Nike:
who cares
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:
republic of tea tyvm
– Chocolate or vanilla:
marble?
– Cappuccino or coffee:
sugar-free/fat-free vanilla latte - yes I have become one of the people I hate
LAYER FIVE:
– Smoke:
oh GOD I miss you SO
– Cuss:
every god damn day mutherfucker (cept the C word or the N word)
– Sing:
alone with music once a year or so
– Take a shower everyday:
I prefer long baths with bath salts and a book every other day.
– Do you think you’ve been in love:
coupla times. Mr Man has won my heart permanently — I still get crushes sometimes but that’s not lurve
– Want to go to college:
done. maybe grad school someday
– Liked high school:
the only thing I pine for is the way I looked then. Except I’d want flat hair now. I had a really great car though. And despite what I thought at the time life was pretty simple and happy for me then.
– Want to get married:
done. maybe grad school someday heh
– Believe in yourself:
I don’t think I do actually. That might explain the disossiative feelings during panic attacks. I rely very heavily on select family and friends to believe for me.
– Get motion sickness:
sometimes
– Think you’re attractive:
not really
– Think you’re a health freak:
better than I used to be watching my health. Still have a lot of room for improvement.
– Get along with your parent(s):
definitely
– Like thunderstorms:
they make me sleepy
– Play an instrument:
Played the piano for six years. Then the clarinet for two. Nothing now.
LAYER SIX: In the past month…
– Drank alcohol:
I ate a few chocolate minibottles with grand marinier inside
– Smoked:
no! I’m so proud!
– Done a drug:
just prescriptions
– Made Out:
no
– Gone on a date:
went to lunch and barnes and noble with Cody the other day. That was fun.
– Gone to the mall?:
just the dillard’s to pick up Cody’s suit and buy him new shoes
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos?:
nope
– Eaten sushi:
no sushi but have had edamame
– Been on stage:
nope
– Been dumped:
nope
– Gone skating:
nope
– Made homemade cookies:
nope
– Dyed your hair:
not since January but I have an appointment next week
– Stolen Anything:
just mah husband’s heart awwwww
LAYER SEVEN: Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing:
maybe? don’t remember
– If so, was it mixed company:
probably
– Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:
yes but I’ve found it made me date assholes who thought they were good poets so I stopped. Must be that Irish background
– Been caught “doing something”:
not in flagrante but close
– Been called a tease:
never
– Gotten beaten up:
twice
– Shoplifted:
does it count when your friend worked there and made up faux receipts for it?
– Changed who you were to fit in:
everyone does to a certain extent. It’s called being adaptable. The key is to keep a set of beliefs that make up the core and change some things to relate to other people but keep that core. Not unlike skinning websites. But I think by going through phases like that I’ve learned a lot about myself. I regret a few things where I feel like I betrayed my core beliefs to “fit in” - like being mean or sarcastic to others but for the most part it was ok.
LAYER EIGHT:
– Age you hope to be married:
I married at 25 (31 right now)
– Numbers and Names of Children:
no kids. just pets
– Describe your Dream Wedding:
I had it. If I had to do it again I probably wouldn’t make such a big production or I would have just relaxed and had fun not gotten myself all stressed about pleasing everyone else.
– How do you want to die:
dreaming
– Where you want to go to college:
I went to Birmingham-Southern College for two years, Art Dept at the University of New South Wales for a while, then finished at College of Santa Fe
– What do you want to be when you grow up:
not mean or cold or indifferent
– What country would you most like to visit:
I’d love to go back to Italy and Japan too. I’d like to visit some friends in The Netherlands, spend a good amount of time in England and Ireland. Also love to see India, Egypt, Botswana.
LAYER NINE:
– Number of drugs taken illegally:
four? maybe five?
– Number of people I could trust with my life:
five- my parents, my sister, my husband, and jocelyn
– Number of CDs that I own:
audio cds - maybe 200 between us both who knows how many gaming cds
– Number of piercings:
none. my ear piercings are closed up
– Number of tattoos:
1 from van gogh’s irises on my right shoulder. Started with one flower but I get it added to every few years.
– Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?:
three times so far- birth announcement, photo of me with mom playing tennis, college graduation announcement
– Number of scars on my body:
knees from tomboy bicycle and softball days, shoulder from when lori bit me at 11. a few others
– Number of things in my past that I regret:
one regret from several times in my life: I wish I had just relaxed and had fun.

